emptiness

在回國幾天之後，心裡滿是空虛。之後，我跟英國友人在line裡提及此事，他回：「過一陣子，這感覺就會煙消雲散的，你隨時都可以回來的。」他知道我在說什麼。

這症狀，是因為不管在英國或是德國見到他們，彼此都用這是最後一面了的心態對待彼此，最後一面的互動往往都比一般人來的親密。親密這詞又或許太過親密，這像世界末日心態一般消極。

AUG 2014 part1

Thanks to my second aunt who informed my mom that she has a friend his kids was gonna visit Europe for one month and my aunt asked my mom to let me join them, I got the chance to Europe. I got the call from my mom while I was just awake from my bed in my dorm. That just caught me on the hop. Mom told me to book all the things by myself. Yes, also included flight tickets. I still remember the reason why i was in Taichung is because I needed to fucking check in for Wei-wei's program. That's a long story. Anyway, my laptop was not with me at that moment. I went to school to use the public computer to book the tickets and apply for the Dubai 96 hrs Visa.

The trip started from 28th July. We landed in Dubai airport in the early morning. Need to wait for the shuttle bus to Abudahbi where was our first place to visit, we stayed in the airport for a few hours until 7am. We were in a big oven. The sun in Dubai nearly scorched my skin. It was my first time experience this kind of weather. Abudahbi, a city which is just next to Dubai, like a city suburb. less cars less building. Ferrari World and Grand Mosque make it famous. Im not a car fan or something. Car is just not my thing. However, my two accompanies have deep love of all the cars. Ferrari World is a must for them. I would say it is pretty good for car lovers. And only some of the facilities are really cool to me. Before this amusement park, we went to Grand Mosque first. At that time, I just wanted to say "Dear sun, can you not!" It is a great piece of art with beautiful rugs inside, tons of people and gay people ( I did see a lot and they were even holding hands.) This made me so happy. That night, I stayed in a hotel alone. There was nothing i can do that night orz.

To be continued....